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(10-26)
T. C. Lincoln had been forced to seek refuge at the abandoned property of his estranged companion, Janis Mays, by circumstances that were unforeseen. Yet this arbitrary relocation initially gave him a sense of being freed from prison. His exit at Evergreen Estates, and expulsion from the prevailing social climate of a retrograde evolutionary curve, brought hope for betterment. But as days and weeks passed while living in the Econoline van that was his only remaining form of shelter, he began to tire of this restrictive environment. So, despite his own disability, he decided to scout around the wooded acreage, and a dilapidated home that stood nearby.
The structure where his friend had been was in a sad state of disrepair. Clearly not suitable as a living space for anyone. He could see trash piled inside, through the broken windows. The air around its perimeter reeked of must and mold. Wild creatures and insects had entered the two-story house, with visible effects. Their invasion added to the decay within, and all but guaranteed that at some future point in its history, the venerable dwelling would simply be torn down, to make way for some newer, more sophisticated development.
But while hiking through the brush and bramble, he discovered that a storage shed once used as a temporary residence was still standing in the side yard. He remembered hiding out in the small barn during a temporary exodus from the park, when his female associate had still been at the distant site. Inside, there was a recliner, a beverage cooler, radio, and various items left from that previous stay. An electric line that ran to the power pole by Gore Road was still intact. And when he carelessly fiddled with a connection on the interior wall, a spark from the breaker box resulted.
His eyebrows raised with curiosity, when pondering that the circuit was still active.
“Who the hell would be paying her bill? She hasn’t lived here in more than a year! Did they just miss doing a disconnection? This shit makes no sense!”
That random discovery lifted his spirits immediately. He cleared away rubbish and debris from around the tiny shack, stationed the easy chair so that it would be usable for rest and sleeping, and then hooked up a lamp, a box fan, and the radio.
From Geneva, WKKY-FM offered a broadcast commemorating the late performer, Johnny paycheck. An Ohio native who had become a worldwide star, with a troubled pedigree that gave him credibility as a member of the outlaw movement in Country Music.
“I sit here on this stool, drink so much I blew my cool
And now they’re closing up the world I’m living in
So I guess it’s time to go, or at least they told me so
Yes I’m going home, it’s motel time again
Motel time again
Guess I’ll take myself to bed
I don’t even know what town I’m in
Yet I’ll find my way once more
To that number on the door
Then I’ll be home
Motel Time again...”
Lincoln reckoned that at least for the moment, his anonymous venue by Lake Erie would suffice as a sort of rented room. His own motel for the moment. With enough creature comforts to keep him safe, and out of sight, until better options were available.
The live wire would have allowed him to recharge his cellular device, the only link he had to anyone in the outside world. But he did not want to reach out for contact. So instead, he allowed the minimalist wafer to go silent. There was no longer any need to engage in conversation with his former neighbors. And members of his family had long ago decided to excommunicate him from their brood.
This period of splendid isolation continued for a matter of weeks. Yet as the fall season progressed into a dazzling show of red, orange, and brown hues, he noted commercial vehicles passing the isolated plot of land. At first, they simply drove by as if going somewhere else on an undeclared mission. Then, one of these large trucks pulled into the weedy driveway. A narrow path originally covered with gravel and chunks of waste asphalt.
The reclusive hermit stayed inside of his adopted shed, where he would not be visible. The Econoline van was parked behind a stand of old-growth pines, that were tall in stature, with broad branches. He nearly held his breath as two men disembarked from their work rig, and began surveying the property. Finally, they cataloged the empty homestead with digital photographs, and measurements. As if a project were being planned.
This activity soured Lincoln’s stomach. It made him realize that the safe haven he occupied might soon be overrun.
Once the anonymous duo had completed their assignment, and disappeared, he emerged from the storage barn. Being caught as a squatter on the wooded tract was something he did not want to explain. Especially because, with Janis having gone to live in a skilled-care facility, he suspected that she might no longer be a legal owner of the site.
After sunset, he repacked everything into his motorized transport. In the morning, while those along the rural boulevard were still slumbering, he would leave quietly. With no destination in mind, except possibly, the border of Pennsylvania. He wanted to become invisible, and vanish from his native realm. That magic trick represented a way to escape the wages of sin, without facing any consequences for his bad habits and contrarian behavior. He reckoned that it was the only remedy to his damnation. Though such a measure of grace was something he did not deserve.
The perpetual dispute with Linn Speck had been particularly exhausting. Because deep in his own psychological makeup, there remained a durable kernel of guilt. A belief, instilled by members of his bloodline, that he had wasted his talent. And rebuffed the gifts of a loving creator, which might have been used for a higher purpose.
Suicide would never have been a choice that he could embrace. He considered it to be a blasphemous rebuke of God and his cosmic kingdom. But to erase himself for all time, to negate his existence, identity, and history, seemed appealing. Even on a certain level, wonderful to contemplate.
For the displaced loner, a new chapter awaited, with the daybreak that was about to arrive. In the primal glimmer of a new day, T. C. Lincoln would breathe his last, and enter the vast realm of eternity as a footnote, soon to be forgotten.






