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Rhymes for a reason
Though the cause might seem hard to detect
Sitting alone with my memories
Of a planned existence bound to a paycheck
I did that jive for so long
That when the ride ended, it left me oddly out of sync
I wasn’t ready for that merry-go-round
To drop me rudely in the drink
Rhymes for a reason
A split from the duty bestowed at birth
I had to renegotiate my own existence
Had to convince myself there was a greater worth
It kept me trembling at night
I didn’t know how to move at my own pace
When standing before the mirror’s display
I had to guess which ink blot represented my face
Rhymes for a reason
This thought of choosing seemed strange at first
I never had that option among my peers
Never had that quizzical intellectual burst
My brain bolted halfway through the maze
It left me empty-headed in a corridor, confused
I had to relearn the art of introspection
A talent I had not often used
Rhymes for a reason
Stepping out on the first day after sunrise
I had to cover my face until the glare became tolerable
Crouching low, on the outside
This thaw of spring made me giddy
Leaping and laughing like a woodland gnome
But after running boldly across the pasture
I couldn’t find my way home
Rhymes for a reason
Now a scholar, studiously seeking new texts
Searching through scrolls of lessons to unlearn
Counting platitudes I now must forget
It isn’t easy once the mold has been broken
Like an eggshell, from the barnyard crate
An amoeba of protein growing quickly
To end up on my dinner plate
Rhymes for a reason
Kissed before going off to school
The journey was not far in distance
But great enough, for a zig-zagging fool
I was naïve in the breach
And not much wiser stepping out for the first time
I had to get my legs under me, strong and sure
Standing tall on the chalk line
Rhymes for a reason
Echoing in a place where voices rarely speak
The set paradigm is to hear truisms being offered
Not to argue over what we repeat
Once I gave myself the reckless liberty
To wonder aloud about our emperor’s new clothes
The crack of correction came down swiftly
Like a cry of a condor in its death throes
Rhymes for a reason
Now that jingle of keys in the schoolhouse lock has ended
Spending time at my desk, stashing gum under the seat
Is a trick I have cleverly amended
The newer version comes as I have found a hole in the fence
A gap through which I was able to squeeze
Since that day I have been a freeman vagabond
No longer on my knees
Rhymes for a reason
A jester jumping joyfully through hoops no more
Done with praying for merciful spite
To pin me with a dart, laid out on the killing floor
I won’t claim that this quest has been easy
Escaping Egypt with a belly unfed
But the glory of knowing I made it out, by chance
Keeps me safe in my bed
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