Sunday, July 5, 2026

“Haunted”


  


c. 2026 Rod Ice

All rights reserved

(7-26)

 

 

There comes a time when the shouting begins

But right from the start

I was thinking ‘bout the very end

I’m haunted

The sun never shines

As a kid on the fringe, quite maladjusted

They shook their heads

Said, “That boy’s brain is busted!”

I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

My first baby steps were a stumble down the staircase

A fall on the floor

Balled up like a bag of waste

I’m haunted

The sun never shines

I did my best to learn, what didn’t come naturally

But that plan intensified

My exit from society

I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

My kin crouched in a corner, silent and shamed

They could not identify

From where this outlier came

I’m haunted

The sun never shines

Just to look in a mirror, gave me a fright

I hid in the shadows

Better suited for eternal night

I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

Sometimes such emotions, derail a personality

But I used them instead

For art and creativity

I’m haunted

The sun never shines

I got banished from the homestead, justly deserved

“Get the hell out of here, Boy!”

Was all that I ever heard

I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

When you gawk after giving up, the best of yourself

It’s a loving sacrifice

Turned to a pauper’s wealth

I’m haunted

The sun never shines

I didn’t want to be, a favorite in the brood

But that sidestep to the stoop

Left me lumbering along in a bitter mood

I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

The sound of laughter, should come with a smile of hope

But that noise only meant

Another trip down the slippery slope

I’m haunted

The sun never shines

Comfort and conformity come as a pair

But not on my birthday

God must have been unaware

I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

When the story is written, backpages and all

I’ll feel glad to be gone

A blank plaque on the wall

I’m haunted

The sun never shines

Don’t think of me as feeling, sorry for myself

I’ll celebrate this quantum leap

Beyond the cracking eggshell

I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

Yes, I’m haunted

In body and mind

 

 

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